knees weak, arms heavy, palms sweaty, frustrated and things begin to itch. then, a chill, an overwhelming sensation rushes through you, tingling and then numb. you shiver, its coming. you feel it, you want it, its becoming harder to breathe. please. yes. please just. its here. you gasp. explosion. its done. relief. hallelujah i sneezed. was pollen excruciatingly high today or what. i've been sneezing my fucking face off for the best part of all day. christ. worst bout of hayfever since being alive.