coursework completed. uni done. but this apparent freedom- it does not actually exist for i still have SO. MUCH. SHIT to do. my list won't end. on and on and on it fucking goes. like you know when adults say you're at a different stage in life to them. does it mean they're at the point of maturity where they've accepted life for its atrociousness whilst you're still living in lalaland waiting to encounter breakdown. yeah. mmhmmm alright then.